The Monsoon Killed the Tiger

Self-deception didn’t work as well as it used to. Everything was tainted. In his gut, he’d done what had seemed right that night, but Major Farber thought otherwise. Even though the threatened court-martial never materialized, it persisted as an overhanging indictment. The worst part was the death of his men. That carried a perpetual stink.

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